my morning started with the soothing musical selection of Kaitlyn Aurelia Smith on NTS

yesterday (Thursday) has been the worst so far. I was overloaded, overwhelmed, saturated. it felt like I was just about keeping my head above the water. so the day I needed to air my thoughts the most, I found myself not having any time to do it, and this just made me more frustrated. all this due to work as I’m very likely watching my boss being ousted from the company. if it really does happen, it would be his own making. and I’m in a good enough position to limit the impact on me and the team — but it’s still not pretty to watch, and it still adds to the extreme level of uncertainty we’re all in. TGIF I suppose, but I wonder what unexpected events this day will bring [update: not

quote of the day: “A new ignorance is on the horizon, an ignorance borne not of a lack of knowledge but of too much knowledge, too much data, too many theories, too little time.” ― Eugene Thacker

therefore, my biggest priority once again becomes to make time for myself and for those close to me

[Friday passed by and I didn’t return to finishing the daily journal. it was a long week. anyway, we chilled in the evening and watched Tom Segura’s Ball Hog and the first two episodes of Tiger King — shit is crazy. helps you feel sane in this crazy corona time]

too much gentrification, too few gentry